Katy Lederer

Issue 14 · Fall 2014

1.

Like 
metaphor: two components brought together. 

Egg: coin
Sperm: sun

We pay good money
for this son.

Egg: mountain
Sperm: universe

Diverse, 
the largeness of our hurt.

Egg: wood
Sperm: would

A pun,
a pun baby.

Egg: tears
Sperm: rain

A simile as 
baby, 

like 
a baby. 

Sun and simile. 
Dried up.


2.

We like 
to smile and simile. 

Red, just
that rosaceous, 

quick 
and quickened.

Quick is just
a word for life. 

Quicken like 
clay thickening

toward some dark, hardened 
way of life.

What if we just 
made statues? Just

that cooling and that
thickening?

Here we are in culture, 
cinched, injected, 

rescued, 
rescuing. 


3.

Never fields of study, only
knowledge growing on the vine.

Egg: accrual.
Sperm: grapes.

We ape and ape,
Then drink our wine.

Egg: never
Sperm: shape

One is entered,
One will enter, fine.

Egg: martyr
Sperm: martyr

Refused
to take another form.

Egg: confusion
Sperm: order.

We have been ordering our children, 
we have ordered them to pause.

We like to hold them in
our jaws.


4.

We release the lonely women from their tears, 
we tear their hearts and ears 

like 
a terror.

Our trained physicians will release us now, 
the children like 

the hounds of hell, pursuing us 
relentlessly from bed. 


5.

Egg: fir
Sperm: snow

Settling.
It is beautiful.

Egg: box
Sperm: bow

Tied up 
like

the present
or tubes.


6.

The children parse us. 
The children make us as 

their marks. 
How they do it with their eyes shut tight, like 

magic. 
Hands balled up, legs loose, their heads now stacked like 

bowling balls.
Never could the sample then require… What? 

Something… 
happiness? 

Something like
a happiness or sadness.


7.

There on the table
spread eagle.

Never again will we lie.
But we lie.

Egg: happenstance
Sperm: happenstance

Never again will we cry.
But we cry similarly.